Thursday, December 17, 2009
I LOVE YOU!
Hahas. Finally things have changed for the better.
There's nothing much I can say after spending 4 hours sitting beside you.
I can only say three words - I love you !:D
what we could have been, 12:22 PM.
Monday, December 14, 2009
"Till Death Will Do Us Apart"You said you loved me.
You said you really loved me.
But then why are you hurting me?
For these 2 weeks, it was really hard to smile,
having the thought "what is she doing?" and "how is she?"
But you don't care.
I tried to cheer you up,
but ended up crying myself.
That once shy, cute, considerate and kind girl has turned into a cold, sad girl.
Why? I always ask myself.
What have I done to you?
Should I have not even told you I loved you in the first place?
When you have problems, I explain it to you,
trying to cheer you up(:
But you end up giving me nothing. Not even a smile.
Which in the end makes me from (: become ):
You promised not to hurt me, but you are now.
Making my life so lonely, so lonely.. so sad, and being in the desperate fight for you.
Love me, please dear.
what we could have been, 12:05 AM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Finally found some things to blog about. Today is yet another day that I'm stuck at home.
So why not show you people some things I've come across?
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I logged into Skytrax website. Skytrax is one of the major "judge" for the airline rating.
On the web, they said "Stand a chance to win an iMac when you vote!" Being kiasu, I went to vote.
Amongst so many choices, I selected the "World's Best Low Cost Airline" and voted for AirAsia.
Mind you, AirAsia won that award in 2008. and now voting is for 2009.
Then after talking crap on how good the service was, I went to AA (airAsia) facebook page.
See for yourself what I've done! Haha.
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I was listening to Symphony No. 4 by Peter Tchaikovsky conducted by Tilson.
then suddenly had that urge to listen to the same song played by our seniors in OP.2007
Logged into Imeem and found it became MySpace. Fuck me man. WTF is myspace doing?
Then went online and checked. Then found this article. Damn pissed man.
what we could have been, 1:28 PM.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Finally blogging after so long.
Rotting at home after that major praying session.
Facing the computer almost everyday, I really want to travel!!!
I suddenly got really excited about the Kota Kinabalu trip.. I wished it was Los Angeles...
Or Xiamen. I really miss those cousins in Xiamen... Sunset.. cold mountain... Hahas.
I still remember my first trip to Xiamen was when I was 5. Took China Southern Airlines B757.
I still remember they announced Boeing as 波音. Kinda funny when I was 5.
Memories of the past are starting to fade, as in what happened 10 years ago.
But I find that although I can't remember things properly, I somehow can remember things 10 years ago. Can you?
I still remember daddy driving his BMW racing down the empty road at mandai during the night, him driving me to the airport to see aeroplanes.. I still remember he gave mummy a lesson on how to drive and mummy kept stalling the car. Haha. Things like this often come back vividly when you try to remember it. Interesting, yeah? :D
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I have not been posting for very long le. Hahas.
Hmmm. World-In-Singapore has ended sucessfully, SSP has ended and I'm advanced...
Let's see. And now OP is preparing for the Sec One CCA Orientation formation.
I went back to Anderson Pri to help out the band. And trust me, it's tiring.
I couldn't belive that teaching primary school kids were TIRING. they drained my energy man.
But they were fun and exciting. I don't know if I still have a chance of going back, cause my Dec holidays are packed :S
Hahas. Shall End Here.
and I still love my dar (:
what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Smile and Let It Go. BOOMZ yeah?Okay. Finally have some time to post.
Band camp was very fun. I enjoyed myself a lot!
When junior, no ideas to do cheer. When become senior, the idea like so much lahs!
Luckily got that Tiang Sijia. I think she's good at encouraging the members and they got third.
PHEW. But of course unhappy things happened.
But like my title says, "Smile and let it go."
I might have cried like hell, but now I feel so good about it.
It doesn't matter whether they believe me or not, cause I know what I've done was right.
Let time prove it. Time will show you.
Today had a little tiff with dar. Cause of something....
But then it was settled. But then, why am I always like that?
Keep smiling, making other people happy when I'm not?
I love to see my juniors (not peers) and smile and wave or chat with them,
but my heart is long gone cold and quiet.
But most of the times I am really happy de lahs :D
I enjoy that!
I will always love you. You're my one and only dar too! :*
what we could have been, 5:49 PM.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Break Out of My Mundane Life Please.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Please help me break out of this crazy life now!
Ah. Life is full of regrets isn't it? Not about you lahs dar. But about studies.
thanks for giving me the power to move on with the studies but, I really regret not studying.
Now, I have to stick with this timetable.
0900 - 1230 Sec 3 Extra Lessons
1330 - 1400 Self-Study Program
1430 - 2100 Band (Only for this week)
But it's really tiring! To rush everything....
If I don't retain this year, I must make sure I prepare for my 'O' Level le...
I don't want to waste another year in Orchid Park.
Dar, my heart hurts, and tears fall when you get hurt ):
what we could have been, 11:34 PM.